My Dear Friends,
You will have noticed that all my lectures for years past have
stressed the importance, both for the spiritual and social evolution
of humanity, of the spread of what we spiritual scientists call the
results of initiation research. You know also that by the word
initiation, to use an ancient term, we understand a seeing into a
spiritual world separated from our physical-sensible world by a kind
of veil; a veil which may very easily lead to illusions. What is
first given to man is the physical-sensible world, and he makes use
of this either for the concerns of ordinary life or in pursuit of
what today is called science. He combines his perceptions in the
physical world with all kinds of concepts, ideas and so on; but all
that does not lead him beyond the world of the senses; and we may say that
the only means through which in ordinary life the human being can to
a certain extent look beyond and above the sensible is in dreaming. The
dream, as we experience it today in ordinary life, is only a poor
imitation of what may be called experience in the supersensible
world. The supersensible world has to be perceived not only with the
same degree of consciousness that one has in ordinary life, a degree
of consciousness which is not there in the dream condition, but with
a consciousness of even higher degree. In order to experience the
supersensible world, one must enhance one’s
consciousness, to come to a state which bears a similar relation to
that of ordinary life, of ordinary consciousness, as that of ordinary
consciousness bears to sleep consciousness, or at any rate to dream
consciousness. Thus a kind of awakening out of the ordinary
consciousness has to take place. Hence the dream is, of course, only
a poor imitation of what is experience din that other condition.
But really the dream differs far less from ordinary thinking than is
believed to be the case. When you become aware of the picture world
of an ordinary dream, it is actually in its content essentially the
same as what underlies one’s thoughts, only that in thinking
the human being enters into the outer world through his senses; and
therefore what is arranged in the dream by mere analogy, is in
thinking ordered in accordance with quite external relationships, is
ordered by the perception of the outer sense world, in accordance
with what this world says to us. You can have a kind of proof of this
if you sit down and shut your eyes, or let us say if you are lazy and just allow your thoughts to wander, and then notice how they have
wandered, notice that as you recall them in your mind you can
hardly find between them any more connection than one finds in the
events of a dream. The ordinary uncontrolled flow of man’s
ideas is in a certain sense subject to the same law as that of the
dream. It is only through our senses that we are torn out of our
dreams. And as soon as we silence our senses, then we really begin to
dream. This dream activity has to be intensified. It has to be so
organized that it becomes permeated by a higher consciousness than
that which our ordinary senses confer. Then imaginative consciousness
arises, and then by degrees comes inspired consciousness, of which I
told you yesterday in my public lecture, that it is recognized by
Thomism as a justified source of cognition.
In our initiation science, then, we have the results of such an
intensified condition of consciousness. The difficulty in the present
evolution of humanity and in that of the near future is that humanity
will most certainly need this science of initiation, and will not be
able to get on without it, for if only the materialistic knowledge
that has been developed in the last three to four centuries should
continue to permeate human evolution, conditions such as we are now
experiencing in the present social chaos of the civilized world will
repeatedly recur, broken only by short intervals. What science has
been able to give to humanity since the middle of the Fifteenth
Century has certainly been sufficient for the making of technical
discoveries; has been sufficient to spread over the earth a network
of commerce and business intercourse, but it does not suffice for the
creation of social arrangements really adapted to the consciousness
of present-day humanity. That is something which has gradually to be
realized. As long as the science of our universities, our recognized
public education, rejects the science of initiation, as long as an
external, material science is alone recognized, so long will humanity
be perpetually in the grip of chaotic social conditions, such as we
are now having. The science of initiation will alone be able to save
humanity of the future from such chaotic social conditions. Above
all, the science of initiation will be able to give those human
beings who can approach it a consciousness of the fact that the life
here on earth, which we enter through the gate of birth, is the
continuation of a spiritual life which we have spent in the
supersensible world between the last death and this present birth.
Now you know that this spiritual life which precedes our birth or
conception is not spoken of in the churches of our modern civilized
world. It is never spoken of, and for a quite definite reason.
Because at a certain point of time, which coincides with that of the
Greek evolution between Plato and Aristotle, all consciousness of a
pre-natal spiritual life was lost. Plato speaks clearly of that life,
but Aristotle vehemently defended the theory that every time a human
being is born on the earth, a quite new soul unites with his physical
body. The Aristotelian doctrine is that for each physically-born
human being a new soul is created.
Now if one holds such a view, one cannot say otherwise than that the
life which begins with death, which a man begins by throwing off his
physical body — and of this Aristotle also speaks —
continues to exist and does not again descend to earth. For, of
course, unless one can speak of a prenatal existence, one has no
justification for believing otherwise than that after his death man
remains forever in a spiritual world. That had already led Aristotle
to draw some very weighty conclusions. For instance, he argued that
if anyone between birth and death here on earth has led a life which
burdens his soul with evil, that human being is for all eternity
forced to look back on that evil, which can never again be blotted
out or overcome. So that according to Aristotle’s view, when
the man dies, he has to look back eternally on the one earth life for
which he has to pay.
This doctrine of Aristotle was taken over in its entirety by the
Catholic Church, and when in the Middle Ages the Church sought for a
philosophy which could carry its theology, it took over, as regards
the life of the soul, this Aristotelian doctrine, and one can still
today recognize its echo in the idea of eternal punishment in hell.
Now, after having for thousands of years had this doctrine of the
origin of the soul with the body impressed upon them, how is it
conceivable that people can free themselves from it again and arrive at
the truth? They can only do so by receiving a new spiritual science.
Without this renewal of spiritual science mankind will not be able to
accept a life before birth as a justified belief or, rather, before conception. Just think what it signifies for the whole
evolution of humanity not to speak of a prenatal life. When in the churches of today we are told only of a life after death,
that simply arouses instincts connected with man’s egotistical
desire not to be extinguished at death.
My dear friends, an essay, a thorough-going study is needed —
“On the Cultivation of Human Egotism by the Churches” —
In such a study one would have to explore the real motives which are
worked upon in the sermons and doctrines of all the usual religious
denominations, and one would everywhere find that appeal is made to
the egotistical instincts of man, especially to the instinct for
immortality after death. One could extend this study to cover more
than a thousand years, and one would see that these religious
denominations, by eliminating the life before birth under
Aristotelian influence, have fostered in the highest degree the
egotism in human nature. Churches, as cultivators of the deepest
egotistical instincts, is a subject well worthy of study. By far the
largest part of the religious life of the modern civilized world
today panders to human egotism. This egotism can be felt in
pronouncements which I could quote by the dozen. Again and again it
is written, especially in pastoral letters, “that spiritual
science busies itself with all kinds of knowledge about supersensible
worlds, but man does not need that. He only needs to have the
childlike consciousness of his connection with Christ Jesus.”
That is said both by pastors and by the faithful; this childlike
connection with Christ Jesus is always emphasized. It is brought
forward with immense pride against what is, of course, far less easy
to attain — penetration into the concrete details of the
spiritual world. It is preached over and over again. Again and again
man is led to believe that he can be most Christian when he least
exercises his soul forces, when he least strives to think something
clear with what he calls his Christ consciousness. This Christ
consciousness must be something which man attains by absolute
childlikeness — so say these easy-going ones. And best of all
they like to be told that Christ has taken all the sins of mankind on
Himself, and has redeemed mankind through His sacrificial death,
without men having to do anything themselves. All this points to the
belief that through the sacrificial death of Christ, immortality is
guaranteed after death; but that merely tends to nourish in humanity
the most extreme egotism. By this cultivation of egotism on the part of
the churches, we have finally brought about what is dawning today
over all the civilized world. Because this egotism has been so widely
cultivated, mankind has become what it is today. Just think if the
human being, not merely theoretically with ideas and concepts, but
with the whole inner life of his soul were to grasp the truth that
this earthly life as he enters it through birth lays upon him the
obligation of fulfilling a mission which he has brought with him from
a life before birth! Just think how egotism would vanish if that
thought were to fill our whole souls, if this earthly life were
regarded as a task which must be fulfilled because it is linked to
an over-earthly life through which we have previously passed! Egotism
is combated by the feeling that stirs in us when we look upon life on
earth as a continuation of an over-earthly life, just as it is
fostered by the religious denominations which speak only of life
after death. That is what is important for man’s social well
being, to restore the fact of his pre-existence to the consciousness
of mankind of the present and of the future, and of course the idea
of reincarnation is inseparable from that of the pre-existence of the
human soul.
Thus we can say that the Catholic Church itself accepted the
Aristotelian doctrine and made it into a dogma of her own; but this
dogma must now be replaced by the higher knowledge of repeated earth
lives, of pre-existence, which Aristotle was clearly the first to
leave out of account.
You see, if you can estimate what importance it has for mankind to
absorb certain elements into its inmost life of soul, then you will
recognize what it means for man’s life of feeling in its widest
sense. It means that the human being gets quite another consciousness
of himself. Now, my dear friends, let us add to what has just been
said, the words of St. Paul, that this ordinary consciousness must
become permeated more and more by the consciousness, “Not I,
but Christ in me.” When we look upon ourselves as something
different, Christ will also become different within us. If we look
upon ourselves as something which, even as regards the
soul-spiritual, has only originated at birth, then of course the
Christ can only be in what has come into existence with this present
birth, and will only have the task of carrying our souls through the
gate of death and further through all eternity. But if we know that
we have had a prenatal life, we can know also that it is the Christ
Himself Who has laid on us a mission for this life on earth, that we
have to develop our own forces, that we have to find Him in our
forces, that we have to seek Him as the best we can have in us, the
best in our spirit and soul.
The Catholic Church, by doing away with the spirit in the Eighth
Ecumenical Council in Constantinople in the year 869 has always taken
care that those belonging to it should never think about the real
psycho-spiritual nature of man. The Church laid down in that Council
that man consists only of body and soul, though the soul has a few
spiritual attributes; but that to regard man as consisting of body,
soul and spirit is heretical, and when the Jesuit Zimmerman brought
forward certain reproaches against spiritual science, he reckoned as
its deepest sin that it seeks to re-establish the validity of
trichotomy, by declaring that man consists of body, soul and spirit.
For thereby the true nature of man and also his real relationship to
the Christ must inevitably come to light. But what the Church worked
for more and more was that man should not come to a true
understanding of his real relationship to Christ. We may say, my dear
friends, that the development of the western churches consists really
in drawing an ever denser and denser veil over the real secret of
Christ.
You see, fundamentally, all institutions are built on external
abstractions. When a state is young it has but few laws and people are
relatively unfettered by them. The longer a state exists, and
especially the longer the various parties in the state apply their
clever arguments, the more laws are made until finally no one knows
where he is, for there is no longer only one law, but everything is
entangled in the meshes of intertwining laws from which one has the
greatest difficulty in freeing oneself.
That is the case also with the churches; when a church begins to make
its way through the world, it has relatively few dogmas; but men must
have something to do, and just as the statesman is always making
laws, so do Churchmen create more and more dogmas, until finally
everything becomes dogma, dogma becomes consolidated. It is only
since the time when Scholasticism was at its height that this
consolidation of dogma has been especially noticeable in modern
civilization. Anyone who really studies thoughtfully the
Scholasticism of Albertus Magnus and Thomas Aquinas will find that in
their time everything to do with dogma was still fluid, still a
matter for discussion, that discussion was still taken as a matter of
course. True, in the Scholastic period there was already a certain
opposition within the western church. There was the opposition
between the Dominicans and the Franciscans. The Dominican Order, of
which Scholasticism was the flower, developed its knowledge through
strictly logical ideas. The Franciscan Order declined to do that; the
Franciscans wanted to achieve everything through a childlike feeling.
I will not now enter into the relation between Dominican and
Franciscan teaching, but I should like you to imagine what it would
be like if people fought as vigorously today about the content of
Dominican and Franciscan doctrine as they did in the Middle Ages,
when they discussed dogma so freely. Of course, the Roman bishop even
at that time declared people to be heretics; and he could have gone
on doing so for a long while, had not the secular governments come to
his assistance and burnt the people whom he merely wanted to condemn.
In this matter one has to admit that greater blame falls on the
secular rulers. All this did not prevent there being free discussion
in the Catholic Church at that time. This free discussion has
gradually been completely eliminated. Free discussion was something
which the Catholic Church, as time went on, could not stand. And why
not? Because a quite new consciousness was arising in humanity. This
was the transformation of consciousness in man, which took place, as
I have often explained to you, in the middle of the Fifteenth
Century. The human being wants ever more and more to form his own
judgment from the depths of his own soul. In the Middle Ages that was
not so. Man then had a kind of communal consciousness, and only a few
learned people, the real scholars, could get beyond that. They were
able to evolve out of this common uniform folk consciousness because
they had been trained in Scholasticism. This also applies to a
certain number who were trained in the Rabbinical teaching. In
general, however, man’s consciousness was uniform. It was a
community consciousness, a family consciousness. But the individual
consciousness was developing more and more.
Now, one thing that the Catholic Church had always had, because it
had attracted highly educated people, was historical foresight. The
Catholic Church knows quite well what I am now saying, that the
principle of modern development is to foster the individual
consciousness of man — but the Catholic Church is unwilling to
let this individual consciousness arise. She wants to maintain that
dull communal consciousness, from which only those will stand out who
have received a scholastic education. Now, my dear friends, there is
a very good way of maintaining this dull communal consciousness —
it is always a dull one. And this is to damp down the ordinary
consciousness which a person has whenever he makes use of his sense
organs, to subdue it thoroughly. Just as the dream damps down the
ordinary consciousness, similarly the consciousness is subdued for
the purpose of making of it a dull communal consciousness. Now one of
the many characteristics of the dream is that in many respects it is
a liar. Or would you deny that the dream is a liar, that it
represents things which are not true? It is, however, not due to the
dream but to the subdued consciousness that when we dream we cannot
test what is true and what is untrue. Hence it is one of the
properties of this subdued consciousness that it takes away from
human beings the possibility of distinguishing truth from untruth.
Now if one is versed in these matters, what does one do? One relates
to people under authority things which are not true, and one does
this systematically. Thereby one subdues their consciousness to the
dim state of the dream consciousness. Thereby one succeeds in
undermining what since the middle of the Fifteenth Century has been
seeking to emerge as individual consciousness in the souls of men. It
is a fine undertaking so to work under authority as to write articles
such as are now appearing in the “Katholischen Sonntagsblatt”;
for thereby one succeeds in preventing men from developing in the way
they should since the middle of the Fifteenth Century! Although the
individual may not know it, the whole hierarchy is behind what
happens in this respect, and has organized things extremely well. If
one believes that these things happen out of mere naivety or purely
from rancor, one is making a great mistake. Naturally, we must fight
lying and untruth with all the means at our disposal, but we must not
believe that these lies proceed out of simplicity or even out of the
belief that what is said is the truth; for if these people spoke the
truth, they would not attain what is their purpose to attain, which
is to subdue consciousness by deliberately telling men lies, and that
is a mighty and diabolical undertaking.
Now, my dear friends, this, too, must be said quite frankly. The
simplicity is entirely on the other side. Simplicity today is not on
the side of the Catholic Church but on the side of their opponents.
They do not believe that the Catholic Church is great in the
direction I have described; they do not believe that the Catholic
Church long ago foresaw that the social condition which has now come
over Europe would some day come about, and that the Catholic Church
took her own measures to make her influence felt in those social
conditions. What the Catholic Church intends is to create a bridge
between the most radical socialism, Communism, and its own
domination.
You see, this magnificent foresight is something one has to recognize
in everything which has a real spiritual basis, a spiritual
foundation that is rooted in a real spiritual life, and not in mere
abstraction. You see, with all this modern enlightenment one arrives
at nothing which can have a far-reaching significance in the course
of human evolution. But the ceremonies practiced in the Catholic Mass
are of far greater significance than all the sermons from evangelical
pulpits, because they are deeds accomplished in the sensible world,
and in their form they are at the same time something which enchants
the spiritual world into the sensible world. For that reason the
Catholic Church has never been willing to deprive herself of magical
means of working on human beings. These magical means do exist. And
we must not believe that anything other than re-entry into the
spiritual world in all true inner sincerity and uprightness can be
effective against these things. And as what one might call an
external sign that the Catholic Church has always had a connection
with the spiritual world, you can take something which I have already
told a few of you.
In the first decade of the Twentieth Century a Papal Encyclical was
issued which declared various things to be heretical. Papal
Encyclicals speak in such a way that they always adduce the doctrine
in question and then say: “Whoever believes that is anathema.”
Thus it quotes some doctrine taken from one of the books of Haeckel
or someone, and then says: “Whoever believes that is anathema.”
It does not state what is true, but says: “Whoever believes
that is anathema.”
Now, you see, the science of initiation makes it always possible to
investigate such things, and I set myself the task of making certain
investigations concerning this Encyclical. I am bound to say that
here, as in so many other things, what was promulgated by the Pope
“ex cathedra” at that time was really drawn from out of
the spiritual world. I mean that what has flowed into that Encyclical
did come down from the spiritual world. But in an extraordinary way
it was completely reversed! Everywhere where there should have been a
‘yes’ there was a ‘no’, and vice-versa. That
is something — and I could give other instances — which
shows that the Roman Church has today some sort of real connection
with the spiritual world but one that is extraordinarily harmful for
mankind. Therefore, we need not be surprised that it sees in the rise
of modern spiritual science something which it wishes at all costs to
get rid of, for, my dear friends, what is the effect of this new
spiritual science? It brings about a consciousness of a prenatal
life, of pre-existence. That may not be! Under no circumstances shall
that happen! So spiritual science must be condemned; for spiritual
science calls man’s attention to his own being, makes him aware
that he consists of body, soul, and spirit. Under no circumstances
may that be; therefore spiritual science must be condemned. People
would see, for example, that the dogma of eternal damnation in hell
is an Aristotelian consequence of the creation of the soul at
physical birth. Suppose a Catholic theologian today studies the
connection between Aristotle and Scholasticism, and perceives that
the Scholastics derived their proof of the origin of the soul
together with the physical body from the philosophy of Aristotle! He
would see behind the scenes of the origin of dogma. What is done to
prevent this? The theologian is made to take the oath against
Modernism. He is made to swear that it is part of his creed that he
can never come to a historical conclusion contrary to dogmas which
are given out from Rome. The fact that he has taken this oath works
so strongly on his feelings that he is confused in his sober research
and can never come to see that dogma is bound up with the historical
evolution of humanity. Now things cannot remain in this state if the
science of initiation arises, and therefore this science of
initiation must under all circumstances be condemned.
Why am I telling you these things, my dear friends? So that you may
not take the matter too lightly. For in our anthroposophical
spiritual science it is verily not a question of the sort of things
which go on, for instance in the Theosophical Society. That the
Theosophical Society is not to be taken seriously is clearly to be
seen from the fact that one day it came to accept by a majority the
whole farce of Krishnamurti as the reborn Jesus Christ of Nazareth.
Such a comedy is only based on hypocrisy, even though this hypocrisy
be taken seriously by many. But what should grow on the soil of
Anthroposophy, of spiritual science, should be a search for truth,
sincere through and through. It is therefore something which, as the
Catholic Church is well aware, penetrates behind the scenes, to what
must not be discovered if that church is to maintain the dominion in
the world to which she lays claim.
All that I am now saying is simply to show you that these things may
not be taken lightly. For it must be recognized that the Catholic
Church has shown great foresight. Though the individual sheep follows
the lead and merely obeys orders, though he may be ignorant of what
this systematic lying means for the whole evolution of mankind —
though the individual knows nothing and does as he is told, the whole
system is thoroughly well established, for the lying will be believed
by large numbers.
On the other side there is the naïve belief that all the
external fabrication of natural laws which today forms the subject of
our university education can be of significance for the further
development of humanity, that all that nonsense about the
conservation of matter and energy can be of significance for the
further development of mankind! Today people cannot even look with an
unprejudiced eye upon the snow which is spread before them every
winter (if they are living in the temperate zone), yet through the
covering of the forces of growth by the snow crust one part of the
earth goes through a complete transformation; and folk consciousness
which speaks of the purity of the snow knows far more than our modern
science which talks of the conservation of matter and energy. Of
course I can only say what I am now saying because I have spent many
weeks in showing you how ill-founded are the modern laws of the
conservation of matter and energy, how in fact in every human being
matter and energy are destroyed, as they work up towards the head,
and new matter and new energy arise. All these things are
bound to be fiercely contested in some quarters, and the only thing
which can help is for as many people as possible to become conscious
of the present task of mankind — to be aware that the
individual consciousness must lay hold of the world. It will do so,
but it can either lay hold of the wisdom of the world or of the blind
instincts. If it seizes hold of the blind instincts there will come
about a completely antisocial condition, such as is now being
prepared in Russia. That, my dear friends, will gradually evoke an
antisocial condition against which the English or North American
governments, not to speak of the French or any other, will be
absolutely defenseless. It would be childish to believe that the
English Parliament will be able to deal with what will then lay hold
of humanity if the individual consciousness works merely by instinct. But there is one power which will be ready to deal with
it, and that is the power of Rome. It is only a question of how it
will be done. Rome can establish a dominion; it has the necessary
means for this. Thus the only real question is not whether Bolshevism
or the Anglo-Saxon bourgeoisie will get the upper hand; the question
is whether there will be antisocial chaos, Roman domination, or the
resolve on the part of mankind to fill itself with that spirit which
in 869 at the Council of Constantinople the western Church declared
it heretical to recognize.
There is no other alternative than that mankind determine not to go
on living in the way which is natural when there are only
materialistic thoughts about the world. How does mankind live in a
materialistic world? People earn their living in accordance with the
fluctuations of the market; there is no other measurement for the
social order. After that they may perhaps have a philosophy of life,
as a sort of luxury, but only as a luxury. Those supposed to be still
more profound say that one must raise oneself into the spiritual
world and leave the evil material world behind; a really profound
nature can have nothing to do with the material world; he must
understand nothing about the material world, but become a mystic and
live in the higher world! But even these profound natures as well as
the less profound have children and have the notion that these
children must “earn,” that it would be very, very wrong
if the children were not sent to schools where they would be trained
in present-day methods of earning a living. Thereby they have already
come to terms with the existing state of things; thereby they hand on
this materialism to the next generation.
Now when someone talks like this he is an inconvenient person, and it
is best simply to revile him, for to hear what I have just been
telling you is for most people as if they were being irritated by
vermin. Now people do not like being irritated in this way by psychic
vermin and so they cover themselves with a thick skin which makes
them impervious to what spiritual science has to say about our
present culture. It is on this side then that the naivety lies; and
when the Catholic Church saw that people were becoming so one-sided,
they took care to have people specially trained, and in this they
really were indirectly guided by spiritual impulses. And the
foundation of the Jesuit Order by Ignatius Loyola as a result of
fundamental influences from the spiritual world is one of the most
significant events of metahistory, and in it one has to do with a
strong spiritual efficacy.
Now, my dear friends, we must, of course, among ourselves be able to
speak frankly; hence I have been obliged to speak of
the grand but questionable training of the Jesuits. I also dealt with
this theme in the cycle “From Jesus to Christ,” which
some misguided member has now delivered into the hands of a
mudslinger and fabricator of nonsense. You know that in the Karlsruhe
cycle I discussed the fundamental basis of Jesuit training. What, may
I ask, is the use of stating in each cycle that it is printed as a
manuscript for members only, when mudslingers have the cycle at their
disposal and can use it for the preparation of all sorts of lies?
This incident bears out in a remarkable way what I have already often
said, that the time would come when one could no longer count on
these cycles being restricted to a small circle, for mankind is not
at present fit to be entrusted with anything. Of course, everything
written in that quarter is rubbish and untrue, but it is written not
on the basis of my public writings, but of private cycles which have
been passed on, and I have good reason to believe that one of the
first cycles given into the hands of the Catholic clergy was that
very Karlsruhe cycle on the Jesuits. For they on their part are not
inclined to let the truth about Jesuit training be known. The world
must know nothing of how Jesuits are trained; the world must know
nothing of their powerful discipline.
Modern mankind in its simplicity is merely retarding its own
consciousness. On the subject of the Jesuits there are absolutely no
true ideas. There are numerous men within that Order of such
spiritual capacity that if they were scattered about the world and
did not spend their time in the way they do but were working at
external science or painting or poetry, they would be honored as
individual geniuses; they would be recognized as the great minds of
mankind. Within the Jesuit Order there are countless men who would be
great lights if they were to appear as individuals and were busy with
something different — with, for instance, materialistic
science. But these men suppress their very names; they submerge
themselves in their Order, and one of the conditions of their
strength is that the world should know nothing of the way in which
many a head, clothed in black cassock and Jesuit cap, has been
trained.
These things are intended to show you how fundamentally different the
whole form of consciousness is in different categories of human
beings. But our modern simpletons, who consider themselves
enlightened, will not take these things seriously. That must be
emphasized again and again, and that, my dear friends, is what I had
to speak to you about today.
Now for the next two weeks while I am away we can have no more
lectures here. In conclusion to what I have said, partly in public,
partly in these private lectures, I had to add all that I have said
here today in order that you should not ignore the importance of this
misuse of our lecture cycles by our own members.* Of course, when the cycles
were given, I thought I had to do with people who would respect the
undertaking which in a certain sense they had been given. But I was
mistaken, and it is quite clear from the rubbish that appears in articles today who has all the cycles at his disposal!
* All of Rudolf Steiner's lectures have now been published and are in the public domain.[Ed.]
Lecture I
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