Late Ripeness
by Czeslaw Milosz
Not soon, as late
as the approach of my ninetieth year,
I felt a door opening in me and I
entered
the clarity of early morning.
One after another my former
lives were departing,
Like ships, together with their sorrow.
And the
countries, cities, gardens, the bays of seas
assigned to my brush came
closer,
ready now to be described better than they were
before.
I was not separated from
people,
grief and pity joined us.
We forget -- I kept saying -- that
we are all children of
the King.
For where we come from there is no
division
Into Yes and No, into is, was, and it will be.
We were
miserable, we used no more than a hundredth part
of the gift we received for
our long journey.
Moments from yesterday and from centuries ago --
a
sword blow, the painting of eyelashes before a mirror
of polished metal, a
lethal musket shot, a caravel
staving its hull against a reef -- they dwell
in us,
waiting for a fulfillment.
I knew, always, that I would be a
worker in the vineyard,
as are all men and women living at the same
time,
whether they are aware of it or not.